woke up at disgusting timing again D:
not early, not late.

HQY is not feeling well. DD: it must be because of the mask you put yesterday! D: < must be!
so.... we're not going to EOY anymore :D it's no big deal. i mean, i can wear loli anytime i want :)
aiyah, i very lazy to dress up too.

UPDATE: HQY PROMISE TO BRING ME OUT FOR LOLI OUTING.

so what am i going to do today?


1. tons of cartoon?
2. play dress up at home -.- hur seriously
3. drink tea with joki and gang
4. drink coke
5. poo
6. shower session with patrick's voice
7. stone
8. stone on my bed
9. watch more cartoons?
10. continue to lie in bed and sleep

or i could do none of the above.
BORING.


i shall go pester jun wei to tell me about yesterday night's date.

UPDATE #2 : he said it was awesome. WHICH IS AWESOME.


goodbye

okay, not very happy anymore.
but who cares really.

i shall listen to awesome patrick singing awesome songs before i sleep then.
everything's going to be fine!




SEE YOU TMR HQY <3

im feeling very happy :D

and HQY is going to come my house to fix me face before we head down for EOY :D
SHUGARY CARHNIVAL PEOPLE! :D

BTW. PICTURES SPAM.













faye and her jet lagness refuse to give me an awesome shot.





you know, i just HAVE to post unglam pictures of Faye :D









IDK WHY ITS SO SMALL.







my toe nail crack/split IDK what happen to it but i didnt feel the pain at all D:
BUT ITS DAMN GROSS KTHX.

OH Amanda and family bought me a bottle of perfume. IT SMELLS DAMN GOOD LAH PLEASE.
but i feel like vomiting if i smell perfume for some time.
but i still go and apply to try anyway.
and now i feel like vomiting.
WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

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HQY is meeting me tmr in the MORNING. epic.
and im not tired yet. EPIC-er.

AND IM VERY HAPPY NOW!

i couldnt remember what time i slept.
all i know is i havnt had enough of sleep yet and i have to wake up already. at 8.45am.

PENGSZXSZX.


i shall go watch cartoons now. good bye

 i am so fucking pissed. i cannot do any work because i keep getting this:

Merry Christmas! ♥

Tout ne va pas très fort pour moi en ce jour de fête... Premièrement, ce matin, comme tous les jours j'ai du me lever super tôt pour aller travailler à l'appartement ( où j'ai l'impression que les choses n'avancent pas beaucoup ). Mais aujourd'hui heureusement que mon père a eu son jour de bonté, on a pu partir à 15h avec ma soeur et ma ptite cousine. En clair je ne me sens pas très bien: je n'ai pas vu d'amis, je ne suis pas sortie le soir ( ni la journée d'ailleurs --' ), je n'ai pas une seule fois porté du Lolita ( tenue bricolage puis pijama / flemme oblige ), je n'ai pas dessiné, bricolé et tout ça en ce début de vacances. Je me sens isolée et je ne sais même pas qui ennuyer en parlant de ma vie pourrie. Et surtout je déprime en pensant au Lolita. J'ai beaucoup d'amies Lolitas vivant sur Paris et j'aurais beaucoup aimé les voir au dernier meeting qui s'est déroulé récemment. Mais non je vis à Grenoble. Dans l'Est de la France --' Je suis triste aussi parce qu'en général avec mon meilleur ami Valentin, on sort tout le temps, et là je ne suis plus sortie depuis plus de 3 mois en fait, je ne sais même pas avec qui et si je vais fêter le nouvel ans. Bref. Je ne sais pas si je me change pour ce soir. Si je mets un coordination Lolita de Noël ou si je reste en vieux Jean et pull XXL. Je me sens mal.

I REGRETTED. totally

backtrack abit!
YST, sing came over after project to "fix" my prison room.
moved the furnitures so much just to find the best placings, assembled wall stickers etc.
now the room looks GOOD & DIFFERENT.
even bro thinks it looks good. SEE, money worth spending
i'm quite pleased with the new outlook , BUT i need a few more drills to hang up some stuff so that i'm happier :D

pictures here :)







oh & THANKS SING!
you were a great help!
& know what, i used the end of the markers to rub the corner of EVERY stickers so that they won't fall off already, cos when i came back the other time, 10 leaves were on the ground. (HAHA)

/


preparing presents & writing cards now.
so tired.
present hunting for a few days alrd but found nothing.
that's how sucky shopping in singapore is.
or maybe i'm just too picky. GAH.

anyhow, went for nihon mura today with P & cousin's :D
a belly satisfying meal.
& I KIAPED TOYS AGAIN. WAHAHAHAHAHA

many must be out there celebrating or counting down to christmas but yea, it isnt that bad staying at home & having cup noodles for dinner.
HAHAHA. i'm quite excited now.

looking forward to tomorrow & the belated christmas party with my babies!
bitch, baby, sing, lets meet-up nx week can!!!

now, i gotta do some research & prepare my CV for consultation. 
GAH. holiday are NOT entirely holiday for poly students okay.
DON'T THINK WE ENJOY LIFE ONLY.
POLY IS NO SLACK LIFE OKAY.


HAHAHAHA
LURB LURBSZX.

merry x'mas!!

you're truly just a huge disappointment.

hahaha i don't give a fuck anymore.

I AM HYPERVENTILATING NOW. 



oh and i need a new LJ skin. This is getting abit boring ^^

I PANGSEH-ED PEI LING AND GANG TODAY.
Second time already!
I'm sorry :D
See you all on 2nd Jan! <3

SUGARY CARNIVAL FOR EOY.
haha HQY said she wont go EOY with me unless i put decent and awesome make up D:

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UPDATE.
THEY ALL CANCELLED THE MEET UP WITHOUT TELLING ME DD:
but it's ok lah :D heng i didnt go anyway.

NEWater outing with Faye Hazimah Sharon and Alfie!
It's awesome to hang out with them, didnt see them for a week already! :D

upload pictures some other day when im not lazy

After the Shadow Art Fair, I felt a little burnt out.. I have not been doing too much in the way of sewing. I have been playing poupee girl pretty much constantly though. I have had an account for awhile, but I just got really into it about a week or two ago. I have stopped reading my friends list religiously (as in, I read it more often than it updates usually! lol) and am now reading poupee_girl all the time. Be sure to add me if you play too!


(That poupee thing doesn't seem to be working correctly?)

But I have been doing some things.. I make a kitty hoodie for my friend for xmas, and I am working on Dan's present (I can't reveal it since there is like a .01% chance he might read this lol, but I will post pictures after xmas). I also am making two animal hoodies for my cousins. I ordered some Juicy Couture fabric from Hart's Fabric. It's really nice... If I have any left over I might try making it into a cutsew :)

In addition to that, I have been kind of learning CSS with the help of some firefox plug-ins. I moving my portfolio from Tumblr to Wordpress. My portfolio on wordpress is going to function like an interactive resume and blog. I'm very excited about it!
I got the idea to move my portfolio because I had already been working on coding a new blog to go with the Kawaii Nails site on wordpress (and I'm really liking it!).. plus watching some Tim Ferriss talks.. I decided it was about time to get a really nice site going that is also easy to update.

Speaking of Kawaii Nails.. there's nothing final yet, but we've been talking with a major nationwide retailer that wants to carry our nails! Also~ I'm having a holiday sale.. so if you plan on buying anything be sure to use the code "holiday09" to receive 10% off~ it's good until January 1 :)

i feel so silly. and stupid.


GOODNIGHT WORLD.

This year is full of awesomeness and non awesomeness.
BUT! i did fulfill some of the things that i wanted to do by end of this year. Which makes me feel awesome ^_^


EOY is this week D: WHO IS GOING WITH MEEEEEEEEE ._.
It's so saddening to come to know that my closet is so pathetic.

Frills, prints, pastel colors and laces with pretty socks and shoes and bags.
and when you look harder into the closet, junk. Worn out shirts, and limited amount of bottoms to match the worn outs. But of course i must say there are some decent dresses in it :D

HAHAHAHAHA -.- *headdesk.

the song The Only Exception makes me so emotional.
love it to bits!




im scared. i think im being irrational.







It's a good thing i have an awesome godbrother beside me just now. Though he doesnt know what happened to me, his presence and the music in his ipod cheered me up. Esp the lemon tree song (: