RANTS

Sun, 11 May 2008 15:44:28 GMT

muahahaha! back again ( like finally ) but not as if people bothered to come read what boring things are happening to my boring life.
beside the fact that I'm TEH number siao char bor ( okay maybe not number one. )
Life's good. Learning how to take things easily and not be a kan chiong spider. But still kinda pissed off sometimes when doing projects and stuff. Shan't elaborate.

I'm DYING to wear loli out soon T_T omg so toturing. Me and Charlotte always seem to not make it for loli outing DD:
PLEASE PRAY NEXT WEEK WE CAN GO OUT.

School start at 11 tmr. Choir starting tmr :D ( not officially start but yeah, I finally get to hear how they sound like \o\ )
So I'll be staying back till super late D: oh man

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Thu, 24 Apr 2008 14:03:36 GMT

Oh man.
I've not been blogging for like a week? hmmmm
School = Hectic

I can't believe I'm so stressed out already. Projects? Tests? OMGGGGG. Even mr kitt's asking me to relax. So true. He says I'm too kan chiong.
Hai. But at least my class is really super duper fun and VERY ( 100% ) hyper and noisy and fun :D
I believe this is the most united class I've ever been in. Everywhere we go, we go as a class ( most of the time ). And the best thing is, we don't form cliques and always have different sitting arrangements in every lessons :D awesome classsss >:D
But I'm really rethinking about Biotechnology ( this is bad ). I mean I really love Life sciences and stuff, but am i willing to take it up as a job next time? D: Shoot T_T The cells and chemistry and physics and everything I've learnt for my O levels are getting chimmer every minute I spend in lectures. ( Logarithms are in my biophysics. Can you believe it? )

And for the first time EVER in my life, YES FIRST TIME EVER, I'm late for lessons. Shit. FIRST TIME D: I've actually broken my constant records T_T damnitttttttttttttttttttttttt! I was still slacking at home this morning thinking that tutorials start at 11am. And when I was on the way to school, I took a look at my time table and !^%#@&^$^*#&^@$!^%#!%#, the lesson start at 10 -.- So i was apparently 45 minutes late. My mom was like : either you skip tutorial, OR , you thick skin go inside lorh. LOL And the lesson I can't afford to miss since it's on excel and it's SUPER important D: Lucky my math teacher is SUPER nice. And yes, I'm going to see her after school tmr so she can teach me what I've missed out. heng ahhhhhhhhh.

OKIE! I better stop here. I wana sleep early <3

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 13:54:18 GMT

:D HELLO PEOPLE! I'm blogging again.
First two day in school is hectic. Although no actual lessons, I'm feeling so tired already O_O
Having lots of fun with my current class right now. Apparently our class is the noisiest among the 3 DBT classes
:DDD We have very weird teachers teaching us, some funny, some fierce, some are just plain weird O_O
I think the only teachers I can hear properly are the maths teacher and the biomolecules thingy chers
My class chiong one horror movie today within two 1 hour breaks LOL
So fustrating we didn't get the big media room to watch our movie D: So we all had to cram and watch from a small TV

I'm off to bed now ppl. SO SO SO tired

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 14:39:57 GMT

:DD
okay maybe I am wrong about my class being boring.
Ever since yesterday's flag day. I got to know more about Hazimah , Nabilah ( my lala ), Glendon, Yao Sheng and Pei Yu
They called me siao char bor. ^_^V
We reached Raffles Place at 7AM!!! Yes, 7 IN THE MORNING. And to think i slept at 3 the other night O_O
So yeah, the person who smiled at me the other day and I didnt know he's in my class is Yao Sheng. We met him while we waiting for Glendon. LOL Nice guy actually
So we went off to beg ( O_O ) for money. hee
There's even this uncle who thought that I'm in secondary school. He didnt believe that Im in the Polytechnic
DDD: It was then the joke of the day
I was so noisy throughout the day that Hazimah and Yao Sheng tried to stick my mouth with the donation stickers
T_T

SP party live was SO BORING. Although the band perfoming was great, no one was YO-ing away lorh. Everyone just stood there like stones.
so not fun so we all decided to leave.

Sorry guys, I gtg.
I keep wanting to poo lately

Wed, 09 Apr 2008 16:31:23 GMT

okay.
So I'm back here again.
Seems like my new class for DBT is going to be super boring. oh my goddddddddddddddddddd
My new-not-that-new friend Pei Yu ( she was my primary 3 classmate. ROFL ) is so quiet D:
Glendon is the 7 pointer smart-ass.
And the rest I'm not that close to them. Slowly getting to know Hazimah.

I don't even remember their faces. Oh man, I was walking pass foodcourt 2 to get to the computer lab and I saw this guy smiling at me. I thought he was being a dumb dumb to smile at me, so I dao-ed him. Little did I know HE WAS IN MY CLASS. omggggggg
Joyce you may go bang your head against the wall right now

Tmr's flag day. Me Pei Yu and Hazimah and Glendon meeting up at our assigned place which is raffles place at 7 AM IN THE MORNING to do our flag day. Like our dearest form teacher said, " You all must wake up early, and then go catch the morning rush hour :D "

Seriously, my class personal tutor ( something like form teacher ) is so so cute :D

I NEED TO SLEEP BADLY RIGHT NOW.
but first, I need to go poo :D

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 19:17:30 GMT

OMG. I'm still LJ-ing at such hour! HOLYYYYYYYYYYYYY
To think that I'll be having orientation tmr. O_O
At least it's not in the morning :D it's 1pm
Hope nothing goes wrong and I will make new friends! :D

I couldnt sleep anymore. Wide awake now. Oh man.
Going to Black Alice's official opening at THE Cathay on the 19th with ai ai in lolita
woooooooohoooooooooo! I'm going to love her to death when she goes Japan and help Lynessa buy a dress, and a loliable bag for meeeeeeeeeeee <33333333333

Oh yes! Not forgetting I've going to have a blogshop on L_J soon :D WITH MY BFF HO QI YING <3
>: DDD please visit as soon as it's open

OKAY! I better go get some rest
NIGHTS PEOPLE!

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 16:46:11 GMT

oh man D:
today was a hectic day.
Morning I had to ( MUST ) go back to Mayflower Sec to collect my O level cert so that I can go for enrolment later at SP.
Afternoon at 12 was at SP enrol-ing with Grace ( Yenru was late heh ). SOOOOOOOOOO many people D:
saw many familiar faces just now at the enrolment place ((:
( once again, I will really miss DPA-ians and the AWESOME FRIGGING CAMP )
So yeah, had everything done and I made another SP card and this time round it looks better than the previous card heh heh heh!

Gotta run. Shan't talk about the rest of the day anymore.
Not in the mood =/

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 01:01:13 GMT

Today is enrolment day! :D
I have to go to Mayflower Sec now to get my O level certs if not I can't enrol XD
Just had my bath :D Slept late ( couldn't sleep DD: ) and woke up early. ( SO UNFAIR LAH )
Hurry hurry enrol! I want to know which class I'm in. Teehee!
And after enrolment, I'll be off to Junction 8 to have sakae sushi with Shuai Xun, Charlotte and Pei ling ( Auntie Ling Ling )
Sakae Sushi AGAIN D: homg. I've been going to Sakae ALOT ( yes ALOT ) lately. OMG. not only am I going to sian eating all the same food ( not that I dislike sushi, I LOVE SUSHI ) , I'm going to burn a hole in my pockets too. ( HOLY D: )
Meeting ZZJ is next later at 6pm. I'm really so sorry i couldn't make it to the skating outing at JE DDD:
But at least we'll have dinner together.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE WEI!

OKAY! I better get ready to go school now :D

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 13:20:35 GMT

HELLO PEOPLE.
Today went out with Yenru and Grace to check out Ice kimo. I wanted to try the durian ice cream at first but it's sold out T_T ( WTF ), so i have to try other flavors D: But at least they allow us to try the flavors before we order :D So I tried and ordered a single scoop ice cream Wild Strawberry flavor. ( so wilddddddddd @@ ) And both of them ordered Blueberry cheesecake on waffles.
We played board games and for both games, I WON. WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO! ( I'm TEH winner =x )
Took crazy pictures before we're willing to go. And off we went to Thomson Plaza before going to Junction 8.
Arcade is the next stop and we had fun looking at this couple playing the grab the sweet thing-y machine game :D
( Mr kitt promise to play with me D: ) They kept winning lorh. So we three had to play too just to get the coke gummy sweets. LMAO ( In the end of course we did ) Then we played spot the difference game.

Sleep was the next thing I did when I reach home. D:
I need to see a doctor fast ( my ^#&^@^%$@#! stiff neck. ) and go check eyes ( CONTACTS <3 )

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 17:57:13 GMT

OH MY GOD. BBQ WAS SO SO AWESOME.
The closer cluster one gets, the more upset i get when i think of school reopening and everyone is in different courses T_T
At least i get to see CLS friends, but how about BE ? DDDDD:
Omgggggggg. DPA is such an evil thing. $#^%#!^%!!%%!&$&@$^^*%^%%$&@%$

Back to BBQ topic. heh :D super awesome lah! although the chicken me and my maid marinated was abit salty :3
Everyone came except for Marlyn, Joshua, Patrica, Daryl and Priscilla D:
The climax of the whole thing was when we played word game. LMAO
It's like using chinese words and the first person comes up with a two words chinese verb thingy and the next person have to use the last word to come up with a new word. If within 30 seconds the person can't do it, he/she have to dip marshmallow into a specially created sauce.
LMAO!!! It consists of FnN grape ( WTF LOL ) , sour plum powder, garlic chilli from macs, salt etc...
In the end everyone got to taste the sauce except for me ( OF COURSE >:D ), Yenru and Grace.

And just now, I went to visit Mr kitt <3 So many things happen today. And of course, he was being super sweet and patient with me :D I love him to bitttttttttttttts! And And And he gave me a piggyback ride! OMG MR KITT IS <3333333333333333

Enough said. I better go take some rest. I'm meeting Yenru and Grace tmr to go Ice Kimo in the early afternoon :3

OUR SAUCE! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

last picture of the day!

Fri, 28 Mar 2008 01:15:06 GMT

The Sims is so addicitive. And i couldn't stop playing :3
I was playing half way and i totally forget to add in the fire alarm. WTHHHHHHHH
So mr kitt's character ( LOL ) wanted to cook something and in the end he burn the stove D:
My character have to chiong to the kitchen to help him extinguish the fire. Mr kitt just stood there and scream scream scream while i keep trying to extinguish the fire. SO IN THE END I MYSELF GOT ON FIRE.

Today is the DPA cluster one BBQ at my house. :D
Can't wait!!!

In the mean time, I'll go get ready, I'm going to go swim. FINALLY!!!

How did i even survive this boring week? O_O

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 16:33:07 GMT

HELLO PEOPLE.
the following two weeks will be the most boring days of my life. 'cause....

1. I'm having my holidays now.
2. No activities
3. No activities due to cashless me

OMG. how pathetic my life is. Okay except yest whereby me Yenru and Grace went to K box + lunch. LMAO SUPER FUN CAN
omg omg Yenru's the high-est that day O_O
and we wanted to watch Orphanage that day DD: but there's no cinema nearby that shows that movie yet

and TODAY, i wanted to go swim at SICC in the morning but heh lazyness got the upper hand so i slept till noon. before eating lunch and met mr kitt at junction 8. sat there at macs for hours while he surf the net for his project thingy :3

im super bored right now

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 14:36:03 GMT

Apple Blossom Body Mist from bodyshop!
WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

and good news! my baby heart buckle shoes has arrived. and at a SHOCKINGLY FAST RATE. omg. they only took two days to arrive at my house from Japan. I LOVE YOU BTSSB! <3333

I wore my Anna House Cherry skirt and Angelic Pretty jacket to school on thur since it was the last day of DPA. quite sad actually T_T
and Justin wore punk. I seriously enjoyed the stares and especially when the wannabes from cluster 4 kept staring at me and justin when we were at KFC, we, Cluster One, stared back at them LMAO omg so funny . we rule , they suck :3 except zul lah :D and da gong zhu's er zi XD
and throughout the whole day i received alot of stares especially from ignorant little secondary school kids. -.- i had my share of teasing and making fun of them too. At least the lolita clothes look much better than their faces ^_^
I went out with Yenru and Grace after school. They kinda click with me so we have endless of topic to talk about :D

enough said :3 i wana play Isketch XD
here's some pictures of the day.
I'm already starting to miss Cluster One friends T_T I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Left to right : my beloved ching ching, me and grace

Left to right : Justin, Grace and Me :D

Left to right : Me, Grace and Yenru :D

I LOVE YOU ALL CLUSTER ONE!!!

Mon, 17 Mar 2008 15:27:04 GMT

MY DARLING WHITE PARIS WINDOW JSK IS FINALLY BACK HOME WITH ME. HOLY MOLYYYYYY
seriously, i can't staring at it O_O

and yes Charlotte! DDDDDDDD: I NEED TO BRING LYNESSA OUT SOON. OMG. I feel so bad neglecting her D:
i promise i'll buy her new clothes AND wig ASAP! :D i really think the current wig is so meant for her but yeah, it's a little too big for her. but heck!
she looks so fairy like to me.

I LOVE LYNESSA \o\

Lynessa : O_O *looks away and plays with her teddy bear
Joyce : T_T buwwiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

* I still wana maintain that fairylike look for lynessa. :3 she's my pretty innocent little fairy

Dusty : YEAH! we should totally do it soon! XD i saw your comment on aiai's blog :3 it'll be better if the twins get same clothes! omg OMG OMG *wanders off

and and... DPA is going to end.it's the last week already. oh man. I'll really miss all of them T_T
REALLY. hai.stupid DPA. it should last a few more months T_T

Li Lin : my first friend ever made during the DPA program. She's in the same interview with me, same course as me too! Although i always make fun of you, I still love you ^_^ Qi Gong Zhus will miss teasing you when you beo guys! :D

Grace : DA GONG ZHU! T_T You always teng me the most =p (of course la~ I is small princess >: DDD) I will miss long conversations with you T_T

Yenru : YEN YEN AKA ER GONG ZHU T_T my "act" cute buddy. We dont act cute. We are born cute! ^_^

Jing Wei : OMG JING JING! San gong zhu. The silent killer. You ah, always so quiet. People! Don't be fooled by her appearance! When she open her mouth, she will shoot the person till he/she dies :D LMAO JING JING AH JING JING~ WO AI NIIIIIIIIIII <3

Priscilla : SI gong zhu. ooops. I mean si gong zhu. LMAO. If your boyfriend bully you ah, tell us ah. We are your backups =p

Sherlyn : TOH POPO :D heh heh. Dont forget us horh! When school term officially starts don't walk too slow! heh and don't forget where you put your wallet or water bottle after eating ^_^

Selene : B2! I HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH YOU DURING THE BATAM CAMP CAN?! OMG I LOVE YOU TO DEATH ! <333 I miss being crazy with you while jungle trekking when everyone looks dead. I miss being super high with you almost every minute spent with you. Really.
Remember the truth or dare game we played? OMG B2! YOU BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE <3333 DONT EVER FORGET ME!

Mira : B33333333333333! heh heh heh. You is my lovable little banana XD The Banana in Pajamas family rocks!

Zul : BROTHER!!! B4! OMG XD you made the camping trip super funny and fun! *slaps his chest >:DDD DONT EVER FORGET ME TOO!
thanks for helping me throughout the camp. Especially the jungle trekking. LOL the mud >:D the steeps and slopes. YOU ROCK MAN!

Nicco : LOL ME AND B2's BELOVED 8 PECS =x AKA my butty AKA B5! Taking the train home with you is always enjoyable ^_^ WE LOVE YOU AND YOUR BREAKDANCING :D

Marlyn : CHING CHING! I had a great heart to heart talk with you at camp. Thank you so much ching ching ^_^ you will always and forever be my siao siao horny <3

and for the rest who are in Cluster One. I LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT TOOOO!!! CLS AND BE ROCKS!

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 11:26:50 GMT

I am super.super.drained.
I slept at 4 yest night o_o
I don't know what the hell i was doing last night till four. LOL
I only know i talked to Ashley Tan while he was in school slacking his free periods.
In case you guys don't know who is he, he's my cousin AKA big watermelon :D
He turned so pervertic when he went to US to study.
And he was the one who said dollfies are a waste of time and money -.-
$^&*&*&&#&^$@$@%%!@@*^*@@!!!
Hope one day money will fall and bestow upon me and i can spend in ALL ON VOLKS DOLL AND SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF HIM XD

I WANT THIS SKIRT! MONEY! PLEASE! GIVE MEEEEEEEE
http://www.babyssb.co.jp/shopping/skirt/132515/132515-p.jpg

DDDDDDDDD:

Sat, 08 Mar 2008 15:09:54 GMT

today was oh so tiring. don't know why i kept having the urge to sleep or take naps. T_T
my brain cells are dying faster then they should be. DD:
I is a pig!
Choir practice is not that super fun anymore. i want my soprano part back lahhhh T_T #@#$T%@&%!#
Kah Hong boobs are officially moobs alr. A hole lah! He Glenn and Mr Chen gang up on me -.-"
they are like the evilest of the evils. BAH

so yeah went home around 4 and sleep. AGAIN. omg seriously, slp till go out and eat dinner. LMAO
and sorry Charlotte couldn't go with you today D: next week bah! :D hope that %&$@$&@ girl get my RHS in time maaaaaaaan.

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 17:44:08 GMT

WOOOOHOOOOOO! ehehehehe
i am currently blogging with my newly bought pink laptop! OMG SUPER EXCITED!
XD i spend the evening with mama and sis to buy me laptop! and in the end sis also bought herself a new one o_o
and she promise to sell her old one though. so we boh got ourself a vaio o_O XD sony brand and mine's in PINK! while her's in gold :D
super damn excited can?!
XD like got so many things i can do with my lappie.
i havent gave her a name yet though. what should i call her? heh
pinky? pink panther? :333
someone give me some suggestions!

Wed, 05 Mar 2008 07:54:35 GMT

im feeling oh so down right now. for some matters that i dont wish to talk about.
good thing b5 was there and he kinda cheered me up :D i hope he dont find me irritating when i keep bugging him or sort

hk dramas, cartoons and mtv and more cereal. this was how i lived my free wednesday (: awesome huh?
dont be jealous you cant do the same like me :D

shit. yest night my face was raided and attacked my mosquitoes. ^%^T$#^$#!^$#! you mozzies!

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 14:47:11 GMT

ROAR! :D
camp was like super duper fun lah!
i've got this banana clique which consist of me Selene Mira Nicco and Zul! :D
im B1 Selene B2 Mira B3 Zul B4 and Nicco B5 :D
omg they rock like siao can?! love them to bits!
:D they like make up most of the fun during the camp <3333
im going to miss them so much lah T_T
heh so i get to know Nicco more :D
awesome guy mannnnnnnnn! and he love my domokun waller!
wahahahahaa! and he's my going home butty!
seriously man, talking to him is super duper fun :)
he is me butty tinkle friend! O_O

okay im like wanting my RHS and the paris window JSK so badly now!
i want to have a loli outing like SUPER SOON!
sorry didnt reply your msges charlotte aiai ^^"
im feeling better now thank you! I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH! <3
PS : OUR SUPER DUPER AWESOME BURANDO LOLI TEA PARTY (im starting to get use to the burando word XD )

Sun, 02 Mar 2008 02:55:59 GMT

i think i just fell down and couldnt get up.
can someone help me up?

i feel lighter and in some ways, happier
but can i let this go?

Sat, 01 Mar 2008 07:27:29 GMT

was an hour late for choir practice. 11am start and i woke up at 11.30. awesome
so yeah reach there t 12 and everyone was slacking since our conductor couldnt make it today.
couldnt sing anyway since im having sore throat. yeah
one hour of practising and went to amk hub to have lunch with Xiu Hui Glenn and Kah Hong
was telling kah hong abt the issue and he was so totally supportive of me doing what i was doing.
he said it's okay not to feel so sad and stuffs like that. i know ZZJ will always be with me. especially da ge Kah Hong
you rockkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk! \m/

i finally thought through quite alot and yes. i know what i want now and i know which path i want to walk

gotta go for 4Integrity's BBQ
woooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
\o\ more spicy and unhealthy food for my dear throat!

Fri, 29 Feb 2008 13:14:51 GMT

im suddenly feeling all sorts of emotions welling up inside me.
i feel like doing all kinds of things to vent them all out
anything
it just hurts so much to think that he likes to misunderstood everything i said to him.
it's so hard to keep everything inside and not tell him whats going on with my life when i want to share it with him
the way he tries to push me away just makes me want to die right at that spot
and i just cant understand why he's so mad at me
why does he always have to let me figure all the things out on my own?
did he really mean it when he say he doesnt care anymore?
and on top of that, he's leaving SG. why?
why do you have to leave a big pile of mess to me?
i really need you by my side.
but will you stay if i asked you to?
will you stay because of someone who wants and needs you?

i hate the feeling of being so unwanted and there's no one around to talk to.
just like what Marlyn told me when we were in camp the last three days : it doesnt mean that chearful people are always chearful. you may never know they have something that they hide from everyone

Tue, 26 Feb 2008 01:08:08 GMT

shittttttttttt. going to be late for camp meeting with my group AND i havent pack my stuff for camping yet.
SHIT T_T

one banana two banana three banana four! five banana six banana MANY MANY MORE! HEY! MANY MANY MORE!

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 15:09:16 GMT

HOLY MOLY!
OMG. THE TRIP TO BLACK ALICE TODAY WAS LIKE TOTALLY WORTH IT MAAAAAAAAN!
me and charlotte got our Paris Windows JSKs.
OMG OMG OMG! i am SO SO willing to survive on bread and water everyday until i pay finish the price of the jsk

woooooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
and had lots of fun there crapping with Charlotte and Joie.

then went to mr kitt's house. LOL his mama really so nice to me T_T
when i was going off she was like : bye bye ^_^! take care!
in a really chearful tone XD

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 00:27:08 GMT

i must be crazy to wake up at 8 am and start blogging at 20 mins after 8. O_O
read Cheryl Chung's blog and mmmm, everyone's making new friends DDD:
i've got this tinglish feeling inside me. dont know what feeling it is D:

anyways, going to meet Charlotte later in the afternoon to go to Black Alice. WOOHOOOOO!
we ish going to rob bank to have enough cash to buy paris windows JSK.

Liliya is just being so ughhh. Cheapskate , not even cheapskate. i mean she's buying REPLICAs at an EXPENSIVE price.
-.- why dont she just save a little more money and buy the real stuff. =/

yest went to watch P.S i love you with mr kitt.
oh man, it's like comedy + sadness
so you'll be laughing and crying throughout. LOL
I GOT MY FAKE NAILS ALR! wooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
it's so ribbonish! XD

and yes. good thing my red flag came yest, so when im going to camp at batam, it wouldnt be so bad alrd. XD
i am SO looking forward to get to know more abt my roomates =p
which consist of me, Selene and Sharmira :D
and yes -.- that *rolls eyes* girl is roomates with priscilla! omg poor thing~! DDD: my ching ching is also same group as her. OMG
let's see how *rolls eyes* can she get LOL